The Shrine

<div style='font: 11pt Dominion; text-align: left; '>We all get depressed at times-- some more than others. I'm just curious, and please take this seriously, but what do you guys do when you get down?</div>

<div style='font: italic bold 14pt ; text-align: center; '>derpends on when it was. I know I was suicidal at one point in my life and nothing helped....Yet nowdays I find that either being alone to think agout things or being with those I trust the most is the best way to cheer myself up...</div>

<div style='font: 10pt "EngraversGothic BT", "Copperplate Gothic Light", "Century Gothic"; text-align: left; '>Write. Or I take my recorder, try to find a private place away from people, and speak my thoughts. Then I put them on the net, in case they may help others sort out their feelings.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt georgia; text-align: left; '>I'm not very good at handling my depression, but here goes anyway: write, exercise, play games with friends, call home.</div>

<div style='font: 11pt ; text-align: left; '>Depends on the depression, if I want to hurt someone, I play violent video games, if I feel like I personally suck, I got to my friends for moral support.</div>

<div style='font: 11pt arial; text-align: left; '>I mope and make fists. I also seek-out passive entertainment media like TV so I don't have to think.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt verdana; text-align: left; padding: 0% 10% 0% 10%; '>When shit goes bad, I work out like crazy. Two summers ago, I'd listen to "In the End" and go run myself into the fucking ground. Last semester, I'd go to the gym, think bad thoughts, and just crank out sets. It's masochistic, really. I'd basically go to the gym to cause pain. I'd bench until my pecs hurt, I'd curl until my arms were too tight to scratch my back, and I'd do sit-ups until my abs were on fire.

It's part releasing aggression and anger, it's part being able to control something. I had a really rough time two summers ago. Running and lifting was the only thing that kept me sane. I did it like it was my fucking job. Last semester... fuck. I was getting into my bench press sets that a guy asked me if I was okay.

And music is big. Heavy, aggressive music that gets me riled up.

I used to write stuff on my webpage, but after a point, the bad stuff going on wasn't really publishable, so I stopped doing that.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt verdana; text-align: left; padding: 0% 10% 0% 10%; '>When shit goes bad, I work out like crazy. Two summers ago, I'd listen to "In the End" and go run myself into the fucking ground. Last semester, I'd go to the gym, think bad thoughts, and just crank out sets. It's masochistic, really. I'd basically go to the gym to cause pain. I'd bench until my pecs hurt, I'd curl until my arms were too tight to scratch my back, and I'd do sit-ups until my abs were on fire.

It's part releasing aggression and anger, it's part being able to control something. I had a really rough time two summers ago. Running and lifting was the only thing that kept me sane. I did it like it was my fucking job. Last semester... fuck. I was getting into my bench press sets so much that a guy asked me if I was okay.

And music is big. Heavy, aggressive music that gets me riled up.

I used to write stuff on my webpage, but after a point, the bad stuff going on wasn't really publishable, so I stopped doing that.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt "EngraversGothic BT", "Copperplate Gothic Light", "Century Gothic"; text-align: left; '>That's my thing, though...I publish the shit no matter what. Sometimes I try to bury it, but it's still there on the web.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt "EngraversGothic BT", "Copperplate Gothic Light", "Century Gothic"; text-align: left; '>I write/speak even if I don't want to publish it. I might put it as an unlinked file on the server, but the act of writing is all I need.</div>

<div style='font: 11pt "Fine Hand"; text-align: left; '>I'm sorry I made you mad, Kupkake.</div>

<div style='font: 9pt ; text-align: left; '>It helps a lot to have something constructive to do. Whether it's drawing, cleaning your place, working out, or just your job.</div>

<div style='font: bold 9pt ; text-align: left; '>Depends why I get depressed. If it has to do with my g/f, I'll talk to her best friend about it. When I get depressed I usually don't feel like doing anything, so I don't. I always pray about it though no matter what it is.</div>

<div style='font: 12pt "Cooper Black"; text-align: left; '>a loner at heart, when i get depressed/stressed out/angry, i seclude myself until i get it worked out on my own. I'm normally a light-hearted person so i dont get this way often, plus i feel as if i can handle most situation without resorting to pouting, which is basically what it is.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt "arial narrow"; text-align: left; padding: 0% 5% 0% 5%; '>Sodomize strangers, usually. I don't get depressed as often as I used to (most of the time). I'm on Celexa.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt verdana; text-align: left; padding: 0% 10% 0% 10%; '>Fuck off.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt georgia; text-align: left; '>I usually shut out everyone and when anyone asks whats wrong its always: "Nothing." I keep all my emotions inside. I know its unhealthy, but thats just me.</div>

<div style='font: 11pt "Fine Hand"; text-align: left; '>Heh!</div>

<div style='font: 10pt Impact; text-align: left; '>Masterbate, a lot. Drink, heavily and attempt to sleep. That's about it.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt ; text-align: left; '>was that movie anger management about you kupcake? hahaha!</div>

<div style='font: 11pt ; text-align: left; '>I remember way back when, when you were so innocent...now you've made me soooo proud!!!!</div>

<div style='font: 11pt ; text-align: left; '>Nah in that movie the guy let it all build up, Peks here let's it out.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt verdana; text-align: left; padding: 0% 10% 0% 10%; '>You can also fuck off.</div>

<div style='font: ; text-align: left; '>I haven't gotten depressed in a while. Not since college. Which goes to show, school is bad. Stay out of school.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt ; text-align: left; '>Heh!</div>

<div style='font: 10pt ; text-align: left; '>True...True. :-)</div>

<div style='font: 10pt ; text-align: left; '>Whoops! almost forgot! "All your base are belong to us!"</div>

<div style='font: 10pt ; text-align: left; '>Well at least you don't sodomize strangers or something like that....=<:-P</div>

<div style='font: 10pt ; text-align: left; '>I post contests and offer money to anyone who posts funny clips, usually pay by paypal...and then some dufus posts something dumb and I give them a hard time then I feel much better...and sometimes I fart on people who sodomize strangers. =<%-P hahaha!</div>

<div style='font: 14pt "Sans Serif"; text-align: justify; padding: 0% 15% 0% 15%; '>You too? Maybe we've sodomized some of the same people!</div>

<div style='font: 11pt "Fine Hand"; text-align: left; '>Sloppy seconds.....yum.</div>

<div style='font: 10pt "EngraversGothic BT", "Copperplate Gothic Light", "Century Gothic"; text-align: left; '>And, god, is it annoying! "What's wrong?" "Nothing." "No, seriously, what's wrong?" "Nothing. I'm fine." "Quit lying to your husband...what's wrong?" "Nothing!!"</div>

<div style='font: 10pt verdana; text-align: left; padding: 0% 10% 0% 10%; '>Learn when to keep your mouth shut. You have no idea what it is I was talking about. Not everything is appropriate to joke about.</div>

<div style='font: 11pt "Fine Hand"; text-align: left; '>I ~SAID~ I was SORRY! Sheeeeeesh!</div>

<div style='font: 10pt Impact; text-align: left; '>Yep, I'm all growd up now.</div>

<div style='font: 11pt "Fine Hand"; text-align: left; '>Lemme know if anyone messes with you! I'll flame them so bad they'll NEVER EVER go near the internet again! =8^)</div>

<div style='font: 10pt Impact; text-align: left; '>So you'll gay them to death with a flamer? That's just wrong man... :)</div>

<div style='font: 10pt ; text-align: left; '>well if she annoys you so much Mr. WipeyPants, then UPS her ass to my house, Gman says she's cute ^-^. Hahahaha! Just Kidding, I would hate to break up such a LOOVING relationship you have...oh yeah, all your base are belong to us! %-P</div>

<div style='font: 10pt ; text-align: left; '>on second thought, can she send me some pics? Just kidding again! Hah-I kill me! %-P all your base....you get the drift!</div>

<div style='font: 10pt ; text-align: left; '>you mean sloppy ass seconds, Fudge with Whip Cream! yum oh yum!</div>

<div style='font: 10pt ; text-align: left; '>but I did not kupkake! hahahaha!</div>

<div style='font: 10pt "arial narrow"; text-align: left; padding: 0% 5% 0% 5%; '>Unlikely. I only sodomize women.</div>

<div style='font: 11pt ; text-align: left; '>I take my car out for a drive with the windows down and the music blaring</div>