I *wish* I could still play it. I spoke with Square about getting my character back (they delete it after 3 month of inactivity). Not only is my Character gone forever, apparantly I can't even use FFXI game I have now. The account has been permanently closed, not JUST the character. They said I have to go out and buy the game again if I want to play again. So a big *FUCK YOU* to Square :p