kali o. wrote:No kiddo. Its your illness that makes you think people are focused on you.
Kali, I had been leaving you alone for weeks, and indeed I felt like everyone here was better for it.
YOU hopped on the Warren thread to derail me, but you're now pretending you didn't do it. Please don't give me this bullshit that you were "just there to agree with Zeus"; you said something incredibly provocative and disrespectful as soon as I voiced my opposition to Clinton; but you don't even seem to remember you said it now.
Thank GOD you can't vote in the United States, is all I can say on that.
As regards THIS thread - if a dead black man is something that makes you laugh because he "forgot the rules" and ran from the police, I stand my opinion that you have nothing at ALL to tell me about psychological wellness. There are no surprises here in the larger sense at all. You have always sided with either apathy, corruption, or both, as long as I have known you.
You have had a pathological need to shit on me on the site I founded for what approaches fifteen years now; but when pressed on any of it, you retreat back into too-cool mode while refusing to discuss the issues and attacking me personally over and over again. I can still recall the first time it happened - back in 2001, or 2002, when I came back to the site the first time when I was back at school - I was angry about either the impending Iraq War plans, or the Kyoto Protocols aftermath, I don't recall which - but I do remember that you more or less laughed in my face and the entire site's - telling me how unimportant this place was and how silly I was to place so much stock in an Internet discussion. I could go through the archives and pull up all the times you have hopped on my threads to just to attack me, but I won't - you aren't self-aware enough to realize it or see it.
My guess is you will pretend it didn't happen - just as you pretended
this thread didn't happen, and accused me of "making it up" until I dredged it up a few weeks ago. Since then, you have had nothing to say on the issue, just as you repeatedly go silent when I ask why you twisted the incident that resulted in your moderatorship originally to accuse me of "fag-bashing" - there being no gain in your "war of words" to admit you were wrong.
It is amazing how the tune on "respect" has changed since Brendan made you a moderator here...or, possibly, it isn't all that amazing. Now that you actually have what you perceive as respect and power here, we should all give YOU respect, at least in your eyes - I still can't tell whether or not your long history of bullying behavior is due to self-esteem issues on your part, or a deeper alexithymia that is indicative of a basic inability to feel compassion or empathy for others.
Quite frankly, I don't think YOU will change until you grow up and mature - and that probably won't happen. You remind me of Nixon in many ways; you will do anything to win your "war of words" except taking a legitimate hard look at the facets of YOUR behavior that provoke these endless fights.